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Asthma is a chronic medical condition. It has been defined as a common chronic disorder of the airways that is complex and characterized by variable and recurring symptoms, airflow obstruction, bronchial hyperresponsivenes, and an underlying inflammation.

these is the facts. the example of what is the picture in my body when the attacks happens. the meaning of the sickness that i have and had to go through everyday for the last 22 years and coming. but the causes of these sickness comes mainly and projected by myself. as it feels like i wanted to be attack. and so the main causes = smoking cigarettes.

i barely can stand the effect when the attack happen. just like today. but i cannot stop smoking. so the attack cannot stop too. its like both of them has been synchronize. so the conclusion is...
i am not addicted to cigarette or nikotine, but i am addicted to an asthma attack.
and so i am addicted to death.

semangat keMANUTDan

Sedang2 aku membelek-belek membelek-belek shuratkabarr pada satu hari aku terbaca berita yang cukup gempar dan menyayat hati.

"Penyokong Barcelona parah ditetak"..

Rasanya tdiak perlu dinyatakn manusia itu diperlakukan oleh sapa dan mengapa. Cukuplah untuk mengetahui bahawa keparahan beliau disebabkan ke'fanatik'an golongan manusia yang laen yang tidak boleh menerima kekalahan.

kepada yang redha seperti saya, patut berbangga kerna dapat bersabar dari menambah mangsa tetakkan dari huspital-huspital di negara ini.

p/s; GLORY2 man utd..

i am nothing

early this year i got rejected.
then last month i rejected others.
its awkward how life can turn around so quickly.
then theres her.
suddenly appear wihout notice.
maybe she is just a passerby.
comin through my heart.
mybe that's will things turn out to be.
mybe bcoz i am hollow.
i am nothing.

trip to pasar karat ipoh.

theres alot of hope i put for this place, the expectation that this is the heaven for a lomography camera hunter.the trip is fun, enjoyable. from start to finish. except in the middle.

it is the the true intention of this trip that making me sick. the regrets of me to go all the way there is so great that i lost all my consciousness and happiness instantly. the impact so great that i feel like the lost of hope of living in dreams.

i do swear that i would not go there anymore.
ipoh SUCKS!!...

masa-masa

1 minggu = 7 hari = 68 jam.

sungguh cepat masa berlalu.
rase seperti baru kelmarin aku ke tadika.
seperti baru semalam aku belajar menaiki basikal.

sudah 22tahun aku hidup di dunia ni.
tapi dirasakan seperti baru 22hari.
mungkin 22miggu lagi aku di dunia.
mungkin juga 22tahun.

oh tuhan.
memang aku sudah lalai.