i am nothing

early this year i got rejected.
then last month i rejected others.
its awkward how life can turn around so quickly.
then theres her.
suddenly appear wihout notice.
maybe she is just a passerby.
comin through my heart.
mybe that's will things turn out to be.
mybe bcoz i am hollow.
i am nothing.

trip to pasar karat ipoh.

theres alot of hope i put for this place, the expectation that this is the heaven for a lomography camera hunter.the trip is fun, enjoyable. from start to finish. except in the middle.

it is the the true intention of this trip that making me sick. the regrets of me to go all the way there is so great that i lost all my consciousness and happiness instantly. the impact so great that i feel like the lost of hope of living in dreams.

i do swear that i would not go there anymore.
ipoh SUCKS!!...

masa-masa

1 minggu = 7 hari = 68 jam.

sungguh cepat masa berlalu.
rase seperti baru kelmarin aku ke tadika.
seperti baru semalam aku belajar menaiki basikal.

sudah 22tahun aku hidup di dunia ni.
tapi dirasakan seperti baru 22hari.
mungkin 22miggu lagi aku di dunia.
mungkin juga 22tahun.

oh tuhan.
memang aku sudah lalai.

diri aku.

aku sensitif. kadang-kala.
aku sangat suka mencarut.
aku juga suka mengarut.

skarang aku tak mengikut gerak hati.
bukan seperti dulu.
aku sudah banyak berubah.
mungkin tak ramai yang tau.
rahsia yang perlu disimpan.
mungkin skarang aku sudah menjadi setan.

my first job.

ni adalah job pertama aku. not as good as it seems. masih dlm proses pembelajaran. there are people that said good, nice, but there are also criticism. aku hargai semua itu.

it feels like my best friend weddings. n yg buat lg besh is dat im the one yg kene shoot his most precious moment of his life. agak gementar pd mulanya, tp lepas dberi semangat utk selambakn dri, akhirnya berjaya juga utk menembak picture2 yg pd penglihatan umum agak cantik..

shit. aku memang loser dlm coding2. cmne aku nk insert pic dlm ni pun xtau.

papepun, the rest of picture ak ad kt flickr aku.

flickr.com/people/acapsure

so check it out mate...