Thursday, December 16, 2010

sikit lagi

mood : baek
cinta : dia sangat moody
sen : paras leher
hidup : bosan
kerja : pre sudah, tinggal final saja

p/s: moga2 dapat la aku lepas sumanya...

Thursday, December 2, 2010

bangsat

SEMUANYA TAK PERNAH CUKUP.
PERNAH DENGAR KITA TAKKAN DAPAT SUME YANG KITE NAK?????...

~sangat2 hati panas.~

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Friday, November 12, 2010

life sucks!!

life's isnt dat fun anymore.
no more joy.no more fun.just tensions.
everyday, every minutes, every time.

working for money.living for money.dying for money.

this is a life of an adult.
and i just begin....experiencing it.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Friday, October 15, 2010

hurt

sakit hati.marah.geram.kecewa.kesal.

hanya itu yang dapat ku rasakan.
tiada yang lain.
~amarah~

Monday, October 4, 2010

we fight and fight


we fight and fight.
words for words.mouth for mouth.heart for heart.
is it we have too much differences or we both have too much ego.
i have my own feeling, and yours too.
i want attention, you needed too.
i want you, and you want me too.

theres always a solution to every problem.
and the solution for me is you, and hope the same with you.

when we're met, there's nothing to argue bout.
and so i dont care bout anything else.
coz you're there in front of me.
all i need is you.
nothing but you.

benar

Monday, September 27, 2010

us


i luv u forever, nur hanis mustaffa.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

tiga-D

early this week i went to watch the new Resident Evil with my sayang, in a 3d, as she wanted. the movie is cool as you wanted, as great as you wish. created for the maximum effect of 3d, like the rocks is thrown to you, etc. but as for a 'rabun' man like me, watching the movie using 2 glasses is not cool. much more feels like 'gampang'. tak suka tak suka tak suka!!!


wish dat someone would create a 3d lens that can attach to somebody spec..tak payah kene pakai dua-dua skali.or me just being not rabun??...duh~

raya dan raya

penangan hari raya.
berat bertambah.
sakit pon bertambah.

the third day im feelin pain in my throat.
dont know why and when it started.
but damn its a pain.

ubat oh ubat
tapi tak mahu makan
macam mana mahu baik??
serahkan pada takdir.
jeng-jeng-jeng.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

kene ucap ini macam selama sebulan.
rayalah puas-puas.
tahun depan belum tentu.

*waktu untuk buncit kembali.kahkah.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

baby i'm yours


Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky,
Yours until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die

Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines,
Yours until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time

I'm gonna stay right here by your side,
Do my best to keep you satisfied
Nothin' in the world can drive me away
'Cause every day, you'll hear me say

Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until two and two is three,
Yours until the mountains crumble to the sea
In other words, until eternity

Baby, I'm yours
'Til the stars fall from the sky
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the rivers all run dry
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the poets run out of rhyme
Baby, I'm yours..



Tuesday, August 24, 2010

skype!

software yang sungguh mudah.
menyenangkan diri sendiri dan poket sendiri.
kesimpulannya..fak off pada YM!!...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

the expendables

how bout this for a movie?.. pack with action, bloods, explotion..full with them all.
a movie that need no brain to be understood.with the actors line-ups..
a must see!..

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Akim-Inilah Cinta Official Music Video [HQ]

terasa seperti bernyawa kembali...
mungkin..inilah cinta~..



Tuesday, July 27, 2010

mati

tiada rasa, tiada hati, tiada cinta
mati hati mati.
mungkin ku perlu hidup sendiri.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

b.i.l.a c.i.n.t.a

bila cinta kini tak lagi bermakna
yang ku rasa kini hanyalah nestapa
ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu..

dulu kau tawarkan manisnya janjimu
dan ku sambut itu dengan segenap hatiku
hingga engkau pergi tinggalkanku..

hilangnya cintamu menusuk hatiku,
hinggaku memilih cinta yang fana..

perginya dirimu merobek jantungku
hingga ku terjatuh dalam harapan...


*aku sangat perlukan dia..

Thursday, June 3, 2010

LBS


I didnt read the novel, and i couldnt guess much about this movie.
but what im really didnt understand is my eager to watch this movie.
maybe b'coz the movie would be the first love movie that i would watch with my loved one..
or maybe i am truly 'jiwang'..
but more of 'hopeless romantics'
duh...

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

hati

jiwa kadang kala susah.
susah mengertikan apa yang tersirat, apa yang tersurat.
kata hati selalu disembunyi.
jadi bagaimana harus aku untuk mengerti?
seharusnya, berikanlah masa.

takdir dan waktu.
qada' dan qadar.
apa yang sudah tertulis.
mungkin akan tiba hari nanti.
jika hati ini untuk dia.
selamanya.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

miracle

"When we're doing something, we must also thinks of our partner.
be perfect for him,appreciate in whatever he doin.
try to be with him in whatever condition he feel.
be loyal.
most importantly, love him with all myself.
dont be childish n be matured for him.

yeah, i now that n im trying to be like that juz for our relationship."


a words from her to me.out of nowhere.i'm just speechless.its like dat finally she's understand us.
i am praying dat two of us would be 'us' for ever.
i would continue praying.

coz i lot her a lot!!..

Monday, May 17, 2010

next event


how bout this? a perfect timing to me, releasing all kind of tension, problem that haunting me now. to be able to see the band that i admire most.
apelah sangat rm43 ringgit 2.haha.
hoping that ticket still available.
yeah, KLpac, here i come!!..

status

..from single to in a relationship to its complicated to single..
it can be fast, it can be quick, it can be sudden
just how fast can you go from loving someone to forgetting someone
ask HER.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

cinta

aku xpernah rasa sebegini seumur hidup aku.
sedih.hiba.terkilan.tertekan.semuanya.
semuanya dalam satu saat, masa dan ketika.

bila difikirkan kembali, punca kepada semuanya adalah aku.
terlalu inginkan yang sempurna.
sedangkan dia sudah melakukan yang terdaya.

aku terlalu inginkan apa yang orang lain ingikan.
tidakkah gila namanya???

bila tiba saat begini baru aku sedar.
aku terlalu pentingkan diri.
pentingkan perasaan,hati sendiri.

orang berkata, dunia ini adil.
tetapi aku mahu mengadili dunia aku dan dia.

jadi inilah rasanya balasan untuk aku.
jadi tuhan, sebagaimana susahnya dugaan ini..
aku REDHA.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

between me and her.

never thought that this would happen.
we're smiling, joking, and fighting together.
i'm her sunshine, n she is my world.
but mybe the word tells all about it.
i am just her sunshine.
shine when she needed, she wanted.
but when i'm down, i'm sick, i'm tired??...
maybe future will tells..
just how shining i am to her..

Sunday, April 25, 2010

low=rendah

self-confidence is important.
if ur not having it, nor having low of it, it sure would making ur life difficult.
i am having difficulties.

aku tiada kelebihan.
tapi aku bersyukur kerana tiada kecacatan.

bila perasaan 'perasan bagus' itu hilang..
memang aku tiada rasa keyakinan diri.

itulah aku.setiap hari.setiap masa.
bila keseorangan.

Friday, March 5, 2010

perfect.

just tired trying to be perfect.
i just want to be me. just perfectly unperfect.


I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don?t believe it makes me real
I?d thought it?d be easy
But no one believes me
I left all the things that I said

If you believe it?s in my soul
I?d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I?m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don?t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it?s so crazy that nothing could save me
But it?s the only thing that I have

If you believe it?s in my soul
I?d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I?m better off on my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn?t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It?s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it?s in my soul
I?d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I?m better off on my own

song~pieces by sum41.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

berubah

im trying to be nice.
im trying to be good.
but somehow, i couldnt be both.

im not a player.
not even more a heartbreaker.
but then i realize, im becoming both.

this world is evil.this world is mean.
so finally.
i became hypocrite!

Monday, February 15, 2010

love

what is love? apa itu cinta?
that is the question that i keep on asking to my self for the past few weeks.

adakah suka itu sama dengan cinta? adakah sayang itu sama dengan cinta?
menyukai seseorang itu tidak sama seperti mencintai seseorang.
mencintai itu pula tidak sama seperti menyayangi.

ada orang berkata;
'aku suka kat dia, tapi aku tak rasa sayang dia pun.'
ada juga yang;
'aku rasa sayang kat dia, sebab aku kesian kat dia'
dan juga;
'aku cinta engkau dan dia'

jadi bagaimana ya?..
tepuk dada, jadilah gorilla...

selamat hari valentine kepada yang menyambutnya..
ya, anda lah!.. wahai kafir..

Saturday, January 30, 2010

second chance

i'm not a loser, no a quitter. even worse, a cheater. i just want a good, healthy environment at the workplace where i could do and try whatever that i have been studying for the past 4years (leby kurang la). i dont need a motherfucker or a fuckin asshole that so called supervisor that would ruin my grade and also my internship period.

just so glad that i change my company for internship. hope prinsiptek sdn bhd would be so much better. =)

Saturday, January 23, 2010

after a week

the work schedule of my 1st week internship...

monday =briefing+reading os manual
tuesday =reading os manual
wednesday=reading os manual..again!
thursday =do filing
friday =do filing again!

damn bored.sumpah penyesalan tidak terhingga memilih tmpat praktikal yg membusankan. ntah ke berape kli nye aku silap buat keputusan. damn. haram xde pape yg besh. dpat supervisor company lak yg cam haram.

ouh, tuhan! kenapekah 3bulan ini akan ku rasa jd terlalu lama!!!...

Sunday, January 17, 2010

tak boleh tido

niat di hati mahu tido awal.
tapi apakan daya, hati gelabah.
gundah gulana.
terbayang-bayang hari esok.
sumpah GELABAH weh!!..

Thursday, January 7, 2010

i.r.i.s

The Goo-Goo Dolls~truely awesome.

And I'd give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now...
And all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life. Cause sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight....

And I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am..
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know your alive...

And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am...